
the only positive thing i got out of this situation is..
I’ve realised how much my friend means to me, they’re trying my best to help me with my eating :)
oh, and i used ot be a size UK 14 in trousers.. im now a size UK 10 :)
a lot has happened in the last months to be honest.. and a lot has to do with my weight!
more than a month ago.. unfortunately i lost my dad to cancer..this really messed me up.
The month before I lost him, he was really, really poor. This really effected me, i just build a wall up and drifted away from everything, everyone.
When he died.. my heart just broke and my life got flipped upside down. This really effected me.. meantally, physically and in a social way aswell..
I got really upset and I was constantly moody.. i tried to get on with my life but it was hard.. and this really effected my weight.
I lost interet in everything, my friends, my hobbies, my family and i lost interest in eating.. i stopped eating.
I kept skipping meals, never had breakfast.. never munched. Some days i would only eat an apple or something and thats it!
In the last 2 months.. i went from 63kg to 56kg.
My mum is worried sick about me and is literally trying to stick food down my throat..
Im actually scared about my eating habbit.. and i hope i will start to eat properly soon.
To people out there who wants to lose weight.. starving yourself is not good! i hate it. I have no energy what so ever.. I’m always pale.. Its.. horrible!
If anyone needs help or something.. please talk to me :)
LMAO!
I read this out loud to my boy friend thinking he’d find it amusing. he did…and then he said whoever thought of that is a smart man. Afterwards he told me he’d keep that idea in mind. Hahahaha. -_-Just so I can say, “OH YEAH, YOU NEED ME NOW, DON’T YOU?”
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
This will forever be done if im lucky enough to be with someone.





