the only positive thing i got out of this situation is..

I’ve realised how much my friend means to me, they’re trying my best to help me with my eating :)

oh, and i used ot be a size UK 14 in trousers.. im now a size UK 10 :)

a lot has happened in the last months to be honest.. and a lot has to do with my weight!

more than a month ago.. unfortunately i lost my dad to cancer..this really messed me up.

The month before I lost him, he was really, really poor. This really effected me, i just build a wall up and drifted away from everything, everyone.

When he died.. my heart just broke and my life got flipped upside down. This really effected me.. meantally, physically and in a social way aswell..

I got really upset and I was constantly moody.. i tried to get on with my life but it was hard.. and this really effected my weight.

I lost interet in everything, my friends, my hobbies, my family and i lost interest in eating.. i stopped eating.

I kept skipping meals, never had breakfast.. never munched. Some days i would only eat an apple or something and thats it!

In the last 2 months.. i went from 63kg to 56kg.

My mum is worried sick about me and is literally trying to stick food down my throat..

Im actually scared about my eating habbit.. and i hope i will start to eat properly soon.

To people out there who wants to lose weight.. starving yourself is not good! i hate it. I have no energy what so ever.. I’m always pale.. Its.. horrible!

If anyone needs help or something.. please talk to me :)

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anacriselda:

LMAO!

carmeladana:

perla209:

Just so I can say, “OH YEAH, YOU NEED ME NOW, DON’T YOU?”

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL

I read this out loud to my boy friend thinking he’d find it amusing. he did…and then he said whoever thought of that is a smart man. Afterwards he told me he’d keep that idea in mind. Hahahaha. -_-

This will forever be done if im lucky enough to be with someone.